J I A N
bdate::.17 june'89
age::.17 n older by the day =)
gender::.male.
sch: mshs of the past tpjc of the present
cca::.softball (used to but passout already)but back into it again
Food::. meat n lots of it im a carnivore hehe =P
About me::.
Short-tempered =P sentimental/emotional/forgetful?/growing boy->gentleman =D
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Ahh y must it rain today??today was suppose to go n vs geylang methodist sec but thanks to the rain...went there for nothing n warmed up throughout the rain just to be told dat the match will be postponed to next week.. -.- forget to get ballgaurd too (dats the thingy to protect the guys ahem) it totally slipped from my mind n when i was reminded to day it was too late...coach was going to check if we got put on the ballgaurd thingy by using the national practice : using a bat to hit the *toot* n if u never wear den its...owww... ahh in the end luckily he onli tap lightly n better still onli tap one of my juniors who also never wear..phew..
Went back to school after that n played basketball in the rain barefooted...oww stupid stones so sharp poke me sia... x.x fell down twice due to wet ground n first time scraped my left knee n it bleeded for quite a while den i fell on my right shortly after that -.-... ahh injury prone sia...meryl,jun zhi's cousin n frens came to our school to play basketball den embarrassing enough me,jia yang,jason n kai shou lost to them!! we all were like not wanting to realli defend den just stand there n in the end lost 6-7...super malu sia =.= jun zhi tml ask me to go out wif him n meryl sia...wa pengz super gooseberry lei like dat for me sia..but dat stupid jun zhi scared den wanted to like dun go unless i go so sighs in the end being forced to go n watch the eye 10 again...
Although there might be some unfortunate events that took place today making it not such a good day after all but still shall hold onto a postive attitude to life...shall not be brought down n stay happy :)
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
SIghs...life has become quite sad for me this few day...didnt realise the importance of so many things until dat u start to realise after u lose them...yesterday had a match wif monfort...previously our school lost to dem in the north zone by 13-1 yesterday we lost again this time 6-12...haiz...played yesterday as third base but wasnt realli into the game though...just cant seem to get myself into it...made nurmerous errors n got scolded but ya...i deserve it anyway...cant throw for nuts after went gym during recess to take my unhappiness out on dead weights...did drop sets using the machine n caused my body to be tired out...hack den...its time to push myself to my limits or im never ever going to get any results this way...
My arms n shoulders were stiffen n i could not control my throwing causing me to do three lousy throws during the game when the ball came to me...luckily two of the lousy balls were still caught by my team mates saving me from some of the scoldings but there was still the lousy batting dat i showed...didnt even get to make it home once at all...the team was bunting the ball all da way n still score on us...sighs...one ball was hit to me grounder but all of a sudden i didnt feel like stopping it wif my glove n just let it hit my shoe n stop it before picking it up to throw...god...at this rate im going to be causing my team their downfall sia...hope i dun need to play tml den against geylang methodlist sec...not in the mood to do so anyway...went to play basketball after the match wif jun zhi n den went late for tuition again...brought in chips to class to eat n went out two more times to go buy more stuff to eat n drink...lousy day n to top things off got very fed up wif the stupid msn virus causing me to be even unable to talk online...so sorri to those who were talking but i just couldnt reply thanks to the virus...
school today was a bloody drag...was tired n sick of it the whole day...did chinese compo den my teacher was not satisfied wif my number of words although i wrote close to 600...he want a thousand from me at least...sighs...have to push up on my standard liao like dis...during recess edmund n nicholas lee was going on bout some fight thingy while i was sitting there eating at the same table...everyone was trying to get a better view of it all but wad for??ate my food quickly den went to gym to do some weights to make myself feel better...did two sets of dropsets today before the bell rang but oddly didnt felt as tired as the day before when i onli did one set...hope i became stronger den...history lesson was quite slack wif jeremy wong talking about gay s*x at the starting of the lesson for like fifteen to twenty mins... 0.0" learn some new things bout gays n their behaviour today...nearly fell asleep during english n found out that my phone had problems turning on...arghh furstrating...using back my the other phone now although it still a lil crazy at times but wad to do...life is bad for me recently hope it gets better in the comming days...
Monday, March 28, 2005
AHhhhh helppp!!! ANYONE N I MEAN ANYONE who can save my com fro mthat irritating stupid msn virus please do so...dang it im going crazy wif the stupid messing up of my com...besely may need u to help reformat my com lei...help help...cant stand my com like dis anymore...
Jeez today was one heck of a start for the day...in da morning felix was talking to me during morning assembly den dennis koh have to walk to us...after that he ask me to go outside his office for my hair which he say is standing...i went there feeling a lil stupid as this is like my third time going...den after morning assembly he was saying bout how many times must he remind me bout my hair standing up n y am i not doing anything bout it...i was like thinking i didnt even do anything to my hair this morning n it still stand naturally wad do u expect me to do?? He den went into his office n took out a pair of sisscors n and asked me again how many times have he told me off for my hair...i told him two times den he just went not good enough n pull my hair n CUT MY HAIR wif the sisscors!!!WTH just like dat he took SIX SNIPS off my hair...the floor was full of my hair den he asked me to go toilet to wash my hair n report back...i went to the toilet but dunno wad in the world am i suppose to wash off den decided in the end just to wet my hair just to make sure he dun give me crap...but upon adding water my hair went even more spikier!!!i had to plaster it down before i can go n see him den after that he told me to report tml wif a proper hair cut...dat toot...arghh cut also dunno how 2 cut cut the right side shorter than the left...stupid now have to go get my hair repaired n cut even shorter...
After school went home straight away to go get a hair cut den when i reach the hair saloon i saw two marist there haha jude was there getting a haircut n a guy whom i see many times but still dunno his name -.- both were caught this morning too for their hair n it seems like such a coincidence that we all ended going to the same place to cut hair haha!anyway i went to get my hair cut den now its so short liao ahhh...dunno how ppl are going to react wif my haircut sia...a lil sad dat my hair is now so short (k maybe very la...) but cheered up after recieveing some sketches done by sochenda which cheered me up...thanks a lot =) tml shall go back n report to d.k n if dis time he still can find problem wif my hair...most prob write letter complain liao :D
Sunday, March 27, 2005
k k update update...i have been busy these few days plus recently my internet has been down so cant update too...shall just update the lil intersting things that happened..thurday have softball match..first of the nationals...we played against woodlands rings secondary n won...made it to the top fifteen for selection n got to play...few frens went to watch the match n coach have to come up wif some crap nonsense bout bringing fan club n playing lousy...didnt realli perform very well on thursday but also didnt realli do too badly...guess like its just 50-50 den...disliked the opp team because of some comments they made bout my frens n got angry but come to think about it now...sometimes i wonder do i realli have the rights to be??after all they r just frens n i dun think i have the right to be angry cause of some comments made at dem...some thinking will have to be done again...sighs...
Friday went to temple to pray to my grandfather n dead relatives...boring day came back spend most of the time sleeping..nothin much...
Saturday went out wif ah ter,randall,besely,nick n amanda go watch movie...was suppose to meet at two thirty at city hall but dey change to three thirty den i spent the time going to padang to watch the c boys match while waiting cause i last min heard from jia yang that coach say its compulsory to go n watch..teachnically i did went to watch but i sat down like for onli fifteen mins into the game n left...met n went to country mana (dunno is it like dis spelled..) to eat n ah ter treated me sia BIG THANKS to haha =D we spent quite a while eating den after that walked about aimlessly n met up wif amanda...we went to coffee bean to sit down n talked for quite a while...stupid amanda keep whacking me sia when i tried to help her...this is call hao xing mei hao bao...went to watch the show after that n ah ter made me sit next to him sia so he can try to scare me... -.- the show was not that scary n have lots of funny part in it...i recommend it for those that dun realli like those super scary shows but want to see for thrill onli..ppl like jun zhi n meryl should go n watch eh =P went home after the show wif amanda while the rest of dem went to bk to eat...dats more or less the end of saturday...
today was just another day for me...went out wif sochenda,jia wei n wei xuan whom i just met today...we throw ball played a lil arcade n dats all...saw the futsal thingy which is some soccer tournament...come home den going to do my maths hols assignment or tml chan is going to come after me again...haiz..next match for nationals r on tuesday against monfort n we have to go all da way to their school to play...sickening...well hope for all da best in the next match cause dun want to hear another lecture n scolding from coach bout how we r the lousiest batch he ever coached...life is unfair in many a times...u dun normally get back wad u put in...but recieve a twist instead...
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Sighs...today has been one tiring day for me...dunno y (k maybe i do but nvm..) whole day feeling very lathargic n tired..keep wanting to sleep but had to force myself to stay awake...bugger...ahh n to make things worse i have to end at four...dang it man...struggling to stay awake the whole day...
Add on the fact that i had to rush on my holiday assignments throughout the whole day or else i have to stay back even later...i know dis is not the teachers's fault but cant help feeling very pissed off as i was already feeling in a crappy mood for having to struggle against sleep...rushed english like hell but in the end i still left one letter writing not done yet...damn...mrs chan never come so have one free period in the morning which instead of using for me to sleep i have to do my work... -.-
Have a feeling dis is gonna be like one of those days that everything just sucks...friday is gonna be the last holiday until the june hols...ahhh things r just going bad for me...tml is the softball nationals...it will be at kallang where we will vs woodlands ring sec....it will be the day where i will find out if im gonna be good enough to make it enough into the top fifteen n get a chance to play...if i dun...i have a very very STRONG feeling dat i will most prob quit then...after all wads the point of remaining in the team during my last year if i cannot even get to play in the most important game...shall leave it to fate then...tired now...think i will go n take a nap den...
={tired,weary,exhausted,spent,..yawnz...}=
Monday, March 21, 2005
Oh man this was all a good day for me today until i came home n find my msn still having problem ahhhh!!!stupid ppl who come out wif virus to infect ppl coms should just lie down on the road n let the vehicles run u down!!!man i hate ppl like those n dat = u too besely!!! if i find out that ur behind dis...ur gonna be so dead man...arghhh...bloddy hell...my good mood was disrupted thanks to this nonsense...bleahz...
Ahh nvm den shall not spoil my mood because of dumb stuffs like dat...oh i found back my black notebook today when i came home ^_^ finally after searching for it throughout the whole house for l;ike one week!!!Haha the drawings in it r still intact..especially one done by someone special =) shall take good care to look after it n not misplace it anymore liao...time for me to paste others drawing in it including those i did in school today when i was bored...haha theres one of ah ter n one dat looks like randall but i wont say which one :P
Yikes timetable change again..sighs..just when i got the hang of the old one then new one just have to pop up...messing up everthing again...doh...today durign english dunno y had to do the same summary again although we told chong chong dat we did before she kinda dun believe us den we had to do it again -.-" pengz...chinese was fun though talk lots of crap n learnt some new stuffs haha i think its my fav lesson sia... =D
k la dun write so long..today den found out that my post normally very long one den quite sianz to scroll down n look all so guess shall stop here n go do my english hols assignemnt that i haven even touch one bit yet...sighs...work work...
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Bloggy bloggy...ahhh firstly stupid msn got some virus problem thingy ba..crap man so stupid...the march hols seems to pass by in a blur n now its almost over...looking back at my holiday it seems like it was onli yesterdae dat school ended and the holiday just started...realised that out of the nine days of the hols five days are spent on softball...dats practically more than half of my hols spent on it but come to think of it i still look forward to softball now...wierd..last time used to dislike going for training but now am actually looking forward to it 0.0" muz be something wrong wif me...or maybe its just that i finally get to play in competition after so long since north zone has ended...the last match we played was against First Toa Payoh where we lost in a score of 2-0 it was a very good game where for the first time in a very long time did the marist team fielded so well...the opponents were better by a bit n hence we lost...but nevertheless it was an intresting n intense match...i played onli in the last inning where i fielded once n bat once...caught a infield/foulball pop fly n got one person out ^_^ cant say much for batting cause i was given a walk by the pitcher after he gave three balls...after the game went to play lan after a long period of not playing...found out that my lan gamming skills have now reached the pits ahh after not playing for such a long time but nvm dun realli care...stupid lan shop com realli stinks man keep having error while i was playing...made me so pissed off that i just stopped playing after a while den i went to play arcade while waiting for the rest to finnish up their game...played daytona by myself n raced but beacuse of my lousy use n control of the turbo came in 12/40 -.- darn...den went to play at a machine where got the old game thingy where got the anicent chinese heroes thingy...i got conned by the machine after it cheated me out of one token den i decided not to play that n went back to daytona...this time jy joined me after he got sick of cs n we raced in the advanced track...i forget that there was turbo at first until i saw jy use it n took off so fast at the starting...the race was very intersting as i never realli tried advance course wif turbo...it ended up wif me winning in the end though cause jy cannot control the turbo even more than me =D
Went home after that although we were suppose to go to jason's house to swim but all too lazy to go all da way there..slept a while n slack a bit den the day ended just like dat !_! dis come to show dat time is acutally passing so fast dat most of the time we are not even aware of it...
The day before i had training den after that went to KFC to eat...learn how to mix 1/4 of pepsi n 3/4 of mountain dew to form a nice drink =) after eating sat n talk for a while wif jason they all n talk bout all sorts of silly nonsense...after that went to paradigm to play pool wif jy...it has been a long time since the last time i played pool like around 2 months plus hence it took me a while before i got the hang of it again...we played for an hour plus before going off...its nice to play pool once a while to unwind urself as long as u dun be too obssessed wif it can liao...i spent that whole day thinking of a particular person whom i missed n cant get off my mind but i wont say who...its quite personal though...missing a person n having the person on ur mind the whole day is quite an experience for me...never had this sort of feeling but it aint dat bad realli...it can make the longing to meet the person stronger n now im looking forward to seeing the person again more...the previous day i had a great time wif the person watched a korean show in da morning wif the person n went to swensen at noon before going back to cdc in da afternoon...it wasnt the activites or the place we went but its the time spent that brings about the happiness that i felt...wished can have more chance to do so again... =] even if there is no such thing as perfect happiness but i felt that i had almost reached it after spending the day together n having fun...shall go n recollect the happy memories of the day now... :)
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Haiz have to blogg cause panda keep pestering sia...say that she nothing to do then ask me to blogg so she can read... @,@ pengz...hmmm recently have been kept a lil busy wif softball thanks to the SRC competition...played against anglican high yesterdae n we won wif ease...they dun even have enough ppl to actually play n we even had to "lend" them our vice captain to the other side so that they can have enough ppl to play.. -.- yesterdae was my first match in like one year's time then finally get my chance to play after keep being banned from competition from my coach due to some dumb issues...the match was so stupid man...no ball or plays were made to me n i totally did NOTHING during the fielding...during batting my first hit was a total crap ball after not batting pitch ball for like one year..it waS a in field pop fly easy out...wa...felt super dumb for that sort of shitty hit sia...the other two times went up to bat was given two walks...-.- cannot have a chance to bat sia...even wif the two walks i still was unable to made it home...dumb game...for me...
Oh ya went to SRC club wif jz in da morning...went to his house first then have to wait like one hour before finally get going...that slow poke taking forever to get ready one...then we went swimming after his father sign me in as guest then we went down to the underground swimmin pool which was quite cool cause like dis wont get dark while swimming =D then went to suana,jacuzzi,steam bath then last but not least the hot n cold pool...man the hot pool was super hot at first...when i put my feet into the water i was like AHHH!!!! hot hot but it took me like five mins for me to finally get use to it then went into the water which still is hot sia... but after like another five mins finally get used to it then it became very relaxing...then jz had to say go try the cold pool then i went..place my feet in at first then OMG it was super freezing sia...it took me even longer for me to get used to the coldness then i venture into the water...i was still shaking from the cold in the water then jun zhi come n dare me to stay in the water for 1 min which i did haha =p den he had to challenge say who can remain in the cold pool longest then loser have to buy drink...spent like 15 mins in the cold pool n boy was that the coldest experience ever...teeth were chattering n both arms n feet were losing feeling...had to keep moving my body in the water like mad to try to generate heat...won jz in the end even though he cheated all along he didnt even go totally into the water that toot...
We went for lunch after that supposedly jia yang also go one but that dodo just ate his breakfast when i called him then we went ahead...hehe found out so much intersting stuff between jz n a certain M person sia haha =p looks like things are getting more n more fun now that i know wads going on haha =D
K ba enough of yesterday then...today had another match vs Yu Ying sec..we lost i think 9-6 ahhh...i was put to play at the last batting then i made a safe hit but messed up on my base running then coach say wont put me in the nationals...wa piangz...one mistake is all it takes...damn it...was damn pissed after the match then somebody threw jy glove at my head when i not looking dunno who it was but i flared up n threw the glove down n !#$%^*& the coward who threw never admitted so i dunno who it was...amanda n mana kwans was suppose to be watching the match but found out that mana kwans was way late today..then amanda say padang too many ppl cannot find then when to raffles city walk about wif her cousin.. -.-
Then found out that my bottle had a leak or something then the water filled up my bag n my phone was swimming in it when i open my bag !!! ahhh hell unlucky man had to take out my phone to dry then ended up my phone got some problem keep hanging n going crazy...cannot msg or call anyone till like evening then my phone became better...went to watch movie wif kwans n amanda on the way walking got this driver nearly knock amanda down n she still so blur sia...had to call out to her then i kena knock by jy bat in the process n hurting my ankle sia... -.- good lor she never say thanks or wad one...den still say where got...den kwans was saying want to watch son of the mask but amanda say wana watch boogeyman...end up both shows very late then we went to watch robots..haha the show was funny n nice i would give it a 9/10 as the funny parts are realli nice like the part jazz+funk = junk when the father robot was playing the instrument...went home after watching the show then now blogging this down cause being pestered to do so one...although my day wasnt realli swelling or wad but im still happy cause tmr will be going out n dats all dat matter =)
Friday, March 11, 2005
Ahhh darn today wasnt realli one of my best day sia...lessons were ok...during P.E played floorball n im happy to say that i scored one goal hahaha ^_^ making the score 5-2 but i believe thats the onli happy thing of the whole day...during recess wanted to go gym but the gym door got problem cannot open... T_T waa...last day before school close then like dat also cannot do one last training sia...guess like have to go home n use the weights thingy felix lend me ba...haiz....i went to eat one drumstick n drink two packet of cold milo n the next thing i know i had a super stomachache sia...i think its because i drank cold drinks right after excercising or something like dat...
Wa piangz...sit in the toilet for more than an hour from recess till almost the end of chinese lesson...ahhhh stomach was super excruciating painful sia...after comming out of the toilet felt faint n weak...didnt take my chinese test cause of that...was suppose to be going for the flag day thingy but after i paired up wif ming yi to do n left the school compound i felt even more sick...had a fever n a splitting headache...couldnt take it anymore then i pass him my stuffs then i went home to rest...god man i think i know how the feeling of fainting feels like...almost fainted on my way home...everything just went blury all of a sudden n the whole body like just shutdown like dat...had to cling on to the pillar for support to make it home...took the lift instead as i was unable to even walk straight so cant take the stairs...i went straight to bed then slept for like an hour plus...woke up still wif a lil headache but felt better...
phew cant afford to fall sick at this timeing...tml theres a match against anglican high ( i think its spelled this wad dun realli know ;p) first time we will be facing them...finally the north zone was over...the time for me to be able to play has finally come...coach say he will put all to play in the src tournament n he say that due to the dissapointing performance by those in the fifteen of the north zone yesterday when they lost to orchid park sec by i think a score of 14-4 n commin in third place for north zone which is bad cause the year before we was champion then last year second then now third...going downwards liao....anyway...coach say that me,jun zhi n jason r comfirmed in the top fifteen for the nationals i think...or something like dat yay!!but if i blew my chance during the src tournament i have a feeling he will take back his words...ahhh pressure on me to perform has never been higher....my last year playing softball for maris stella...have to do it in a bang...dun want to waste my years in the team if i cant play...had to give my best shot in it although after close to like a year of not playing in competition im getting a lil rusty liao...ahhh have to now force myself to be at my peak performance as i also want to try to make it into combine school team...the onli way is to play well n be selected but if i messed up n is not being to be put to play then....sighs....pray that i dun make dumb mistake ba...amanda say she wanna go watch the match cause she never see before a softball match but i dun think she will want to go tml as the match is quite late at 4 plus...allester n randall also say they wanna go watch match but is next week matches...
hmmm didnt realli slept well last nite...thinking n thinking bout things...sometimes i feel insecure n dunno wad to do as it will seem like choosing which way is still wrong...maybe im thinking too much n should just focus on wads at hand...maybe by not planning n all there might be bliss in the ignorance...sometimes i feel that the higher hopes i place i always ended up being disappointed even more...i have went through lots of disappointments in my relatively short life...but had managed to overcome them...hope that dis time it will be the same for me if im realli being made to be dissapointed again...wad i can do now is onli hope n pray for the ending to be wad i wish for...used to believe in such things as a happy ending...dunno if i still do now...will give it one more shot in believing in a happy ending then...if the result is not then i guesss there realli aint such things as a happy ending but i will be keeping my fingers cross n praying there is...i have been asked wad love is...wad realli is love then??my defination of loving one person might differ but i think that the main point of love is still the same and its realli hard to describe it...its more of a feeling type thing...u have to trust ur gut instincts on it...when the time comes u will know ur in love....relationships that r built up on love has to be a two sided love...it will never work out if its one sided...if its realli a one sided than i would consider it more of a infatuartion than love...heard advice from many ppl bout love...such as its easy to be loved than to love somebody especially if u cant show ur love for the person due to certain cirumstances...or that love is not something that can be build up over one day...loving a person may be filled wif obstacles but i believe that as long as the obstacles can be overcome true love can be found...some ppl say that im stupid for making a choice so fast...or that y make myself wait for a love that might change due to time but i disagree....its worth to do anything for the one u love even if the response u get might not be the response u might be looking for...time shall be the test of my love then...if it has to be this way so shall it be then...even if at the end i might face rejection at least the problem doesnt lie in me for not being devoted to love...to the person whom i love although i dun think ur ready for it...i will show that im serious bout u n that ur the one person for me n no other ppl will take the place...u might have changed feelings for me by then but i believe that by trying it out it will be fair to both sides...so i guess i will be waiting for the result at the end of this year then...but life has already been good to me by letting me meet n know someone like u...i wont hold it against u or anyone i promise if things dun work out the way planned...
To the world u might be just one person....
But to me ur the world....
Monday, March 07, 2005
haha today was feeling happy throughout the day :) the feeling kept me through the day n yup its a nice feeling =D today had english in da morning doing some essay bout something that u can invent that will prove beneficial to the user n stuff like dat...couldnt realli think of something good to write so kinda used chong chong's idea bout the cleaning air thingy haha =p during recess hahha got show to see sia !_! there was this incident about felix throwing the plate of food at a sec 3 guy cause that guy refuse to move out of felix's class table @<@ wahahaha interesting sia...
after that there was another commotion bout jer ow n jonas dat stupid sec 3 guy...it seems like jer ow is using kevin as an excuse to pick a fight wif him n haha was it fun to watch man...wanted to join in n get at the jonas clown cause he super kuai lan one...he go around bullying ppl who r smaller than him n then come n give crap reasons...like the time jacob was sitting next to me n jonas came up to him n ask him to lend him money...jacob didnt want to lend him so when jacob was eating he went by n smack him at the back of his head!!!man this sort of ass clown come and hit their seniors because jacob is small size n cause he dun want to lend him money?! man if he ever try that on me i swear that im gonna beat the crap out of him no matter wad sia...so anyway i just went there to watch the happening n man there was a super thick crowd surrounding them n i had to climb up the railings by the side of the canteen just to see wad is happening...it seems like after jer ow was done talking he hit the stupid jonas or something like dat cant realli see but from wad i heard the jonas guy ran n was hugging the pillar or something just to get away from ow hahhaha...all the things were just about to get better then stupid MR.HE have to come n break everything up...awww....wanted so much to see that jonas to get whacked up...hes a disgrace to npcc man n after telling his seniors bout wad he did they didnt punnish him or wad so i guess the use of force in this incident is well deservered :)
went to gym then saw a whole bunch of ppl training there..looking at them all being able to lift n do so much heavy things wa mke me wanana train even more sia...must train everyday now cannot afford to lose out to them must make myself stronger cause onli the strong get respected no room for weakness....after recess had history then chinese...during chinese there was a test but to my horror i found out that i studies the wrong chapter!!!!! it was suppose to be chapter ten but i did eleven then ended up my whole paper totally all wrong omg...from conseqecutive full marks to ZERO!!!! nvm la...blame no one for my mistake i can onli blame myself for being so careless...luckily man today the chinese teacher read out some names of the ppl who constanly fail then i was worried that i will be called up cause i got zero but luckily he got see my previous tests all scoring full marks then never call me phew...
after school was suppose to go for softball competition against monfort but since im gonna be on bench anyway throughout the north zone so i didnt go for today's match due to my stommachache =P hehe went home then came online jsut to be bugged by panda to blogg so here i am.... hahha took this lines from her but modify it for my own use muahahha :
I wont fall for a girl who loves me...
But i will fall for a girl who makes me love her...
MUAHAHAHHAA DUN CARE :P
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Bleah todays's training is one lousy one...went to training late this morning suppose to be there by 8.30 but reached there at 8.40 but luckily coach haven come so yea :P tupid jz asked me to wait for him at central then go but made me wait until i sianz then call him somemore dun pick up so i went by myself haha he ended up late luckily i didnt wait for him or i will also kena dragged down sia...crazzee man that nicholas warm up onli then he made us run three BIG rounds!!! my whole body was already aching n tired from yesterdae's going to gym to lift those dumb weights during P.E ahhh falling off...finally get the chance to bat after one month n two weeks then when its my turn to be able to do pitch batting coach have to take me out so that i can umpire the c balls vs nan hua b gals match -.-" wa pengz....
the whole match went badly for the c boys n they lost 9-1 sighs...not because i help the other side or wad but they realli did made errors that cost them the game..hope they will buck up or i cant see them even winning the north zone...have a match on monday vs monfort but haiz still is in north zone so i cant play...can onli go there warm benches nia...must work hard now sia make sure i can be able to play in the national after all this is my last year in the team so make the best out of it then...crapped coach got angry at the b boys for not dragging the field properly then made all run twenty rounds...dang man i wasnt even batting in that field i was umpiring the match but because i was considered b boys so have to run... -.-" ran nine rounds then coach say the rest run on monday kaoz...so totall ran twelve rounds at the kallang field today...
after training my whole body was aching even worse...my body wont respond to my mind sia..even the basic stuffs of picking up my shoes i also have a hard time conveying the msg to my hands n picking it up sia...now my two arms feel like lead are tied to them...went to kfc to eat lunch was super hungry as i didnt eat breakfast then went for training...met sochenda there she was wif her family there the mum seems like a nice person but the dad looks strict sia...reminds me of some school principal or something haha...me n jy made our orders together n had a four piece chicken meal plus another two piece chicken meal!!! we saved 4 gold in the process but was too stuffed in the end...i ate three whipped potato n two piece chicken the last piece cannot finnish sia...was aso full that me n jy even had trouble standing up haha...slept on the bus on my way home then blogg this down when i reach home before i go to sleep juz so tired... Z.z...
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
wednesday...another school day...haiz..so sianz but wad to do being a student have to go school wad...woke up dis morning waa super shiok weather to sleep sia Z.z but unfortunately have to go iron my clothes then get ready to go school...sob sob sad life when it finally rain in the morning it has to be on a school day T_T pengz...on my way to school it was drizzling so have to make my way there getting a lil wet...but nvm bout the wet just that y must it be so nice to have sleeping weather at all times but this...nearly overshot the bustop on my way to school cause i was taking forty winks on the bus...when i woke up it the bus was already at the school stop then had to hurry up...accidentally bang into this cedarian n dropped her stuff in my hurry..ahhh so paiseh....then help her pick up before rushing for the door...
wanted to go class n sleep but sigh cause got 3 test today ended up having to study a lil instead...during mornin assembly nearly fell asleep while standing!!!! ahhh wad a sleepy day it was...took my emaths test rite after that but when i saw the paper sigh...knew it is gonna be a hard one sia...did all i could then plop down on the table n snooze....after that was chinese where got letter writting test ahhh....did my paper very fast then fell asleep haha realli very tired in da morning maybe cause got excellant sleeping conditions =P found out that i got minus two marks cause my format got some stupid careless mistake... -.- then chinese teacher went around predicting wad our class will get for o lvl...when he reached my turn i asked him not to say anything then he realli never say haha @_@ geog was a lil boring as usual then went for recess after that...
Oh man stupid counciller tried to stop me from jumping queue by pulling on my shoulder...dat stupid clown so wad if hes a counciller dat doesnt give him the right to pull ppl like dat lor...got pissed at him n stared at him then dare him to do something about it...as i thought dat guy all talk no show one then in the end i lazy buy so just ask gary to help buy...
after recess was bio but was super sleepy then..mr teo thought i was talking to jia yang at the back while he was teaching then he made me sit in the front of the class... -.- i was having a super hard time keeping myself awake when i was at the front then finally struggled through the lesson just to go take history test...history test was ok i think....after lunch break went through another one n a half hour of boring english lesson...finally dismiss then went wif felix to marine parade library...
sianz today was such a boring dull day dun even know y i bother blogging all dis down...must be so sian until like dat...for once tml no test yay so got time haha...but tml got match n as usual have to be on bench again...wish the north zone will quickly end sick of being on bench all da time...haiz...think i will go try find myself something to do...so bored now...