SIghs...life has become quite sad for me this few day...didnt realise the importance of so many things until dat u start to realise after u lose them...yesterday had a match wif monfort...previously our school lost to dem in the north zone by 13-1 yesterday we lost again this time 6-12...haiz...played yesterday as third base but wasnt realli into the game though...just cant seem to get myself into it...made nurmerous errors n got scolded but ya...i deserve it anyway...cant throw for nuts after went gym during recess to take my unhappiness out on dead weights...did drop sets using the machine n caused my body to be tired out...hack den...its time to push myself to my limits or im never ever going to get any results this way...
My arms n shoulders were stiffen n i could not control my throwing causing me to do three lousy throws during the game when the ball came to me...luckily two of the lousy balls were still caught by my team mates saving me from some of the scoldings but there was still the lousy batting dat i showed...didnt even get to make it home once at all...the team was bunting the ball all da way n still score on us...sighs...one ball was hit to me grounder but all of a sudden i didnt feel like stopping it wif my glove n just let it hit my shoe n stop it before picking it up to throw...god...at this rate im going to be causing my team their downfall sia...hope i dun need to play tml den against geylang methodlist sec...not in the mood to do so anyway...went to play basketball after the match wif jun zhi n den went late for tuition again...brought in chips to class to eat n went out two more times to go buy more stuff to eat n drink...lousy day n to top things off got very fed up wif the stupid msn virus causing me to be even unable to talk online...so sorri to those who were talking but i just couldnt reply thanks to the virus...
school today was a bloody drag...was tired n sick of it the whole day...did chinese compo den my teacher was not satisfied wif my number of words although i wrote close to 600...he want a thousand from me at least...sighs...have to push up on my standard liao like dis...during recess edmund n nicholas lee was going on bout some fight thingy while i was sitting there eating at the same table...everyone was trying to get a better view of it all but wad for??ate my food quickly den went to gym to do some weights to make myself feel better...did two sets of dropsets today before the bell rang but oddly didnt felt as tired as the day before when i onli did one set...hope i became stronger den...history lesson was quite slack wif jeremy wong talking about gay s*x at the starting of the lesson for like fifteen to twenty mins... 0.0" learn some new things bout gays n their behaviour today...nearly fell asleep during english n found out that my phone had problems turning on...arghh furstrating...using back my the other phone now although it still a lil crazy at times but wad to do...life is bad for me recently hope it gets better in the comming days...