Haven been updating my blog for close to like a month plus??jeez its becoming dead already sia...sighs...prelim are almost over wif one last history paper on tuesday...kinda screwed up again in prelim n yes once more i was left wif the thought that i SHOULD have started studying a few months ago...sounds familiar??well dats casue i said dat the last test too.... -.-" well this time im serious...after prelims im gonna onli take two day rest n then its everyday hitting the books to prepare for the major test...the O LVL!!!jeez so fast to o lvl n preparation must go underway...
Gyming has been too good other than shoulders...rest of the body just screw up n after resting four days totally cannot even keep up with my previous weights...arghhh frustrating but i shall do my best n end it by the end of this week n bounce back to normal...no more resting n more into training...enough is enough...
Life at home basically stinks a lot n i realli detest going home nowadays...would rather gym n spend my time outside studyin then go back...dad is being a jerk...mom naggs a lot...grandma is getting more n more unreasonable n siblings r like having extra troubles...bleahs...
Found out recently dat in life cant realli trust ppl nowadays...have started to lost my trust in my family,studies,everyone around me,n even stop trusting my feelings n in wad im doing...haiz wad is happening...i realli wish i know...