Haven updated for extremely long time...guess sometimes just lose track of things n dont jolt them down i gues...one week of march hols are just about to end...cant say i enjoy it though..kinda crappy for me but nvm lets try to remember the good things first..
No schoolin? Oh n ya most of the old A05 ppl made it back into the same class after the civic grouping is out although there r a new bunch of ppl entering this time adding on the numbers of the class...its gonna be a lil wierd with the new bunch of ppl n wonder if it will cuz problems for days ahead...this may seem wierd coming from me i guess...some of the people may think of me as aloof n indiffernt to the happenings of the class but i guess i just have a diff way of showing things from u guys...ppl saying i very "dao" or unfriendly n not particpative..well maybe cuz u guys still dun realli know me i guess..it takes a while for me to open up to ppl n trust them...i dunno maybe thats the problem??
Dunno how but it happened...injuredm y left shoulder in the gym during benching n all of a sudden got the crack sound n follow by pain...parents made me pay for sinseh 30 bucks n got a lecture instead once i reach home instead of concern...my mum especially seems to take some certain liking this days to preach at me n scold me for anything she can think of...she says since i choose to go gym so therefore naturally she says the injury is my fault n i deserve it... =.=! (wad a mum i have eh?) stuck with my arm being bandaged for 2 days n cant go out n miss celebrating the minah's bday with the rest of the class..damn..to make matter worse my sis who is suppose to bring me for hotel job interview at m hotel says dat cuz im injured shes bringing the thing off to some other time...this leaves me with totally no extra income which i was anticipating..Not onli dat the bill for my handphone came yesterday..jeez i blew it of to 80+ n my dad is onli goin to pay for 50 so that leaves with me with another 30 odd bucks that is taken away..my two weeks of secret savings before the hols r just gone just like dat...it just bloody pains me to see dat all my suprise for my princess to be ruined just like dat...
Today is the day she returns but yet i end up being down n out...ppl might think its strange dat after missing her for a week long i should jump for joy upon hearing her return but somehow it all is so different from wad i have picture it to be in my mind throughtout the holiday..i end up causing her to become unhappy n disappointed at me (cuz i was suppose to get a job n pay back my sis but i cant work due to the injured arm n i didnt pick her up) although as she said dat if i realli wanted to pick her up i could have checked teletext n find out bout her flight but i realli realli didnt know where u were comming from or wad is the flight number...but still i know its my fault n plus the fact that my sending-her-off surprise failed n i had to return home halfway n dis did not help in making anything better...sigh...
I guess this was y in a way i kinda end up liking to play conquer so much...having a doulbe life one in the virtual world to escape from wad is happening in the real world...met some ppl in the game n have great convos with them...at least in the game i dun feel like im always screwing things up as there are always lower lvl ppl den me n can feel wanted by ppl n guild memebers who r turning to be the family dat is so different...
But all the same things cannot be run away from forever...shall have to settle the real life problems soon n try my best to work up something to redeem myself although it always seem like wadever im doing may seem not good enough but still i will do my best den..