U broke the news to me...n somethin else...Cant say i never forsee it comin...This day, this scenario everythin...Knew its gonna happen n yet...Y did i bluff myself?...It has been n still is the same...Why bother givin my comments,opinions,thoughts?....
It never realli matters...
Things have always happened this way...wadever happens i might seem in control but the truth is far from it...how many can understand??how many can relate?? no one will NEVER understand fully...onli when the feelin hits u first hand will u ever experience it...dats quite a laugh though...doubt anyone realli leads the
charmed life of mine...
Had the same feelin...same as always...sigh dunno y but this "gift" of knowin when somethin bad is gonna happen...why?...
why cant it be wrong for once...jus this once...
I guess im askin for too much...gonna stop now...keyboard feels wet better not spoil it...
Sigh its 2.30 am in the mornin n i have work in a few hours n yet i cant sleep...sigh wonder y...
Maybe cuz thinkin bout someppl?
Maybe cuz worri bout someppl again?
Maybe feelin guilty for causin someppl's close one to be sufferin...
Maybe jus unsure bout myself n how im thinkin n wad im doin...
but maybe fiddlin with my new phone n cuz jus had macs n too full too sleep! =Xwell i dunno...but i guess im gonna have lots of time to think/worri/reflect n realli get to know back who i once was...
P.S the Mac spicy burger was wicked tasty n i love my new phone :
D somethin that has novelty to distract me ba...
sigh so many ppl who think they know it all...know wads goin on...fools...how many even know wads realli goin on?
none...
used to think dat one person did but turns out wrong...no one...
not den, now n most prob never...The past is somethin dat cannot be changed...
The past is responsible for the present...
The past is gonna shape the future...
One can never get rid of the past...
It always catches back up one way or another...
If dats the case y bother myself with such thoughts...
maybe experience can onli be earned thru dis way...since wadever dat is comin has already been decided on by the past...
n im neither here or there...