Have been workin my ass off for the whole of last week n am damn tired...money i got comes in n leave the next moment...sigh...spendin it like water sia...somethings dat took up a chunk of my gold...
1)windbreaker-$120
2)addidas jacket (gettin it tmr on reserved now)-$90
3)clothes-$90
4)more clothes dat is comin-$34
5)gonna get new shoes-$89
6)protein n creatine-$80+$40
= a lot of money gonna be spent... x.x
emotions r fast flowin...dunno whether to be happy or sad...
one moment im up the next came crashin back...when will dis cycle end?...either when i give up everythin or dat im six feet under i guess...
Pw is kinda screwed up...shant mention bout it...but somethings seriously in late is gettin on my nerves n the last min screwed ups r seriously pissin me off...argh...sigh jus get this crap done n over with n the end...never want to go back to doin this sort of stuff ever again...
when in doubt do nothin...
no wonder im never doin anythin i guess...