Err.. ppl cant tell this bloke is me meh?! alamak sia y else would i put a guy's pic on my display pic?!! @.@"
Friday...the shortest day of school in a week n yet i still came late...ahh came school durin break cuz i conviently overslept =P i cant believe i volunteered to go help out for teachers day rally lol...Mrs Sze said she will ask the vice principal for permission so its like @_@ ahh they r gonna think im some enthu-tard la sia so paiseh...in the end she say ya can n hence will be helpin out durin the rally den.. =.= reach school durin break time n on my way in saw two other students late like me jus enterin the school compound haha! went to library to meet nat cuz she say got chocs :) n saw jason there so ended up in a very detailed discussion about our lan gamin experience dat day haha nat was laughin at umby's animated talk while me n umby discuss bout games...ahh so long since i enjoy the joys of computer gaming liao =/ found out later dat miss young wasnt feelin well so there is no gp n pw after the break which means no lesson for the day other den lit remedial (which i didnt intend on goin anyway..)! kp n bala was laughin at me upon tellin me the news...thanks eh bala!! quoted from him "wad r frens for? =D" o.O" haha anyway talissa n emily apparently was high or just not themselves lol...both were tellin lame jokes n riddles n had fun listenin n answerin some seriously riddiculous questions haha =D poor bala though got interrupted halfway n den he did somethin stupid dat he himself cant explain y he did dat...tsk tsk...i feel for u dude ( :P) saw hickey boy in the canteen n later in the library where me n emily walk deliberately towards him to take a sneak peak =D muahaha cant stop myself from laughin after dat cuz the guy instead of concealin it powdered his hickey sia!! :P
Went off with nat after dat to t-mart for my second time sia n went in to macs...we had A sundae but we ended up sittin there for 3-4 hours sia haha! nat was doin her hw on math while i was bascially jus listenin to music/day dreamin/stonin? about :) basically enjoyin the peace n quietness bein away from the world...
although wasnt doin much i felt happy in a way i haven felt for a long time... :) i guess it was u dat made it so...
went to kfc to eat after leavin macs n blind me saw the advertistment on the tray as the real or chicken chop n wanted to jus walked off with it without waitin for the real one...alamak malu sia... =.= after the meal we went back to macs again where sat there n waste time till nat's parent came to pick us up to go for meetin n there was a share of dinner for me prepared too bad got carsickness n onli managed to down half of it b4 gettin a headache n didnt finnish the food...the talk was interestin...like the part bout zeal...find it meaningful wanted to blog more bout it but forgot liao.. -.- (got the main meaning however) oh n nat gave a testimony...went off supper with them but while waitin was foolin around in the van with the two bryans, nat n her bro but didnt realised dat ended up causin problems for nat...im realli sorri i didnt meant for it to happen... :( got nat into trouble again with her parents n was feelin as down ( or even more than) as her throughout supper...seems like trouble follows me wherever i go n always to the wrong person...miserable supper with my phone bat dead n dad callin me to come home early...n the sugar cane drink was horrid...waste of my $2.50...got a lift from uncle victor n melody ( bless them ) who lived in jurong n yet send me to serangoon n basically lay down upon reachin home n got absorbed in my thoughts till i fall asleep...
guess its my fault for causin the problems...i realli didnt meant it...
but was it when it wasnt deliberate?...sometimes my best is not enough...
is it realli wrong to be me? wads wrong with me the way i am?...
or do i have to be like everyone else...is it necessary to be accepted?...