Today was another typical lousy school day i guess...still not used to bein back in school after camp n keep wishin dat camp have not ended so dat wont be bugged by the stupid school work n involvements...must rmb dat its a no-no to eat at the coffeeshop opposite the school!!food sux n got stomachache immediately after eatin n i meant IMMEDIATE!! haven even cross the road to go back to school already kena sia...bleah...
Softball open another match today but i cant play cuz got 3 softballers in the team already n could already anticipate paul n nigel complainin if i played so helped joan the onli other way i could to manage the team...but honestly the team is totally in no shape to play any match...with the players attitude n skills...sigh wad else is there to say...all i can say is i never want to play with such team ever again...rather not play den to go thru this crap sia...tried my best to tell them their roles n position but i guess some ppl either r too stuborn or too full of themselves or realli too stupid to get it in their heads...wadever ur game ur team...wadever...got owned of cuz by a score of 18-1 how pathetic...nvr in my whole life of playin softball have i ever been on the side of the losin team dat lost by so much...gosh if im back in the marist team days n we got this score...coach most prob will screw our ass with some trainin from hell n punnishment sia...everyone complainin to me after the match from players attitude to umpire unhappiness or came directed towards me...like wth...im already quite unhappy dat lost even without me participatin n yet still have to face this kind of shit...ppl like hoe an complainin...clement dont like me...bleah bleah wadever...like i should even care...let the rest do wad they want ba...since my personality also says im selfish by nature so be it den...those dat mean nothin to me can jus rot away with ur problems...I DONT GIVE A DAMN ok?!...
Sigh feelin down n bugged with a guilty conscience dat wadever i do i always end up screwin things up for others...joan's team lost n joan asked me to help...some help i was...nat gettin into trouble with dad cuz of wad her dad thinks n once again its thanks to me... =/ hows it possible dat sometimes i dun do anythin wrong n yet it still is...dis stinks...oh n detention twice in one week...
wicked....