How things have changed so fast...in a blink of an eye all of the past is no longer there but replaced with the new...feelin down still for zidane n france after the mass retirement of the players n how they came so close to liftin the trohpy just to be denied by a group of lousy liars/actors/bastards sigh...dunno y this time was so affected but guess is cause of so many of the players leavin after this world cup kinda sadden me ba...bye bye figo,oliver khan n zidane the three players i will miss seein on the field...haiz..
Even in my life things change so fast...too fast for me i guess...the way of studing...frens dat i hang out with...feelings....interests....life is just too fast pace now....how i wish can take out a period of my time now for a nice long break to be free from everythin...wishin for quiet time of my own instead of the crazy life im leading now...dun even know where im headin towards these days...a direction...dats wad i need...somethin to work forward for dat is even worth workin for...the onli thing i find im wakin up for these days is to gym, go for softball trainin n improve on pitchin n battin n last but not least learn how 2 play soccer...the rest seems to be meaninless for me...frens,classmates,family even com games bleah have all kinda faded away from me...wad kind of life am i den livin for??
Sigh n luck these few days haven been good especially with the teachers...got caught today with half the class for skippin econs lecture which is serious super boring la...i dun even pay attention there anway so might as well take the time to do lit hw but yea i know it still breakin the rules blah blah blah...miss yup came up to the library n we tried to hide but she yell OUT infront of all n super embarrassin for all of us there...felts bad but wad was made worse was dat she told radi,meiling n sulaiman too dat she was dissapointed n supprised dat they skipped the lecture leaving me out even though we all are sittin at the same table... -.-" haiz...guess like shes givin up hope on me as well ba...the onli teacher i guess dat i haven got prob with is history left ba...wonder how long i can sustain b4 i go on a banlist of the teachers...sigh...n shit this sat is parent teacher meetin n my mum remembers...arghh....not gonna turn up on dat day n just hope for the best ba....
Life is kinda screwed up now...or was it all the time??