yays. i love warcraft. its such a fun game. i get to click the mouse and get all dizzy.. get to kill really ugly people... yays. its fun. u should try it.

today took the chinese O lvl paper.. yay its finally over. i dont have to breath eat sleep shit chinese anymore. i can finally be japanese. its my life long dream to go around with peace signs going "KAWAII" and all that. ahh but 7 days (and nights) to study for the rest of the O levels. stress stress.

*thinks*

ok what else would some ex-mungen write about. oh ya. gym.

gyming is fun! u get to build muscles and see muscles. and smell metal and drink rocky road protein!! its not as great as the real rocky road ice cream.. but ice cream would melt in the bag right.. and ice cream isnt protein. its FATS! and mac's 1g of fats is = to 38kcal of energy. what nonsense. its still fats. yay. so bottom line, gyming is fun! oh yes i can dl (download?) dono how many plates now. (hey wouldnt it be cool if we could just download muscles?)

oh ya. my bro helped me to iron my shirt. so if u're reading this... DA JIE!! ER JIE!!! AND JIAN QUAN (spell right anot?).. WO AI NI MEN!!! yes i hardly show any affection to u guys..but deep inside.. wo ai si ni men le!!!

ok i dont know what to do now. maybe i'll just go slaughter the person who hacked into my blog and wrote this weird post for me. ah ha...cos my blog has been dead for soo long. so its about time a new post got .. posted?

hmm what else do i normally write about.. oh yes. my dreams of becomming a peacock one day. they are such beautiful creatures. i like the tail feathers. one of these days go malay village and buy one.


eh heh! jian.. u can thank me now=)

Hmmm things turn out differently from wad normally happens but dats life i guess...well if there seems to be so much problem trainin in groups due to me den i guess bein on my own to try things out for myself wont hurt much i guess...somehow feels different now...dunno but kinda interested in how it will turn out...i have started from followin the footsetps of others but now its time for me to step out n take things on my own...now at least if there is something wrong i can onli blame myself n no one else...independence on trainin...how intriguing...well time to rely on myself n no else so im kinda looking forward to see how it turns out haha...dont get me wrong or wad but im not tryin to dis u guys or wad but maybe different ppl have different attitudes n work differently i guess...well each to their own eh?? Im serious though when i wished u guys good luck in ur trainin n i really hope dat u guys will be able to win wad u all have set out to do n i would give u guys my support in claiming the first places in ur competitions in the not too distant future...


If ppl can start off on their own why shouldnt i be able to do so myself too??I wont give up on my training...no way...its onli the beginning now...a new chapter dats starting out n how the end is going to be is up to me to set it to...so look out cuz here i come!! woppeee!! ( a lil high from too much coffee i guess :P) Have to get my mindset to having to rely on myself so no more reliance but on my own...well tomorrow is gonna be the start n i shall start wif the weakest dat is shoulders n hope for all the best ba...Looking forward to a new begining...


Something new: a quote after every post now n start things off wif something fresh...


It is the greatest of all mistakes to do nothing because you can only do a little. Do what you can.

A broken heart dat i found... A heart wif hope...

Ahh lousy day today sia...kena woke up by my dad at nine in da morning on a saturday mornin just to clear up the house...was suppose to woke up last nite at one to continue to study but guess i must have pressed the alarm away n hence slept to the morning...wasted precious time being unable to continue my studies...had to do geog notes now as my bro is havin his geog test on monday n he asked me to help him do when he saw me doing my notes...well got one nite to rush all so he can have it by tmr to study n hopefully it would be some use to him...

Went to nico's house to study today cuz he called me over den after doing a little n i do mean very little work went to gym n he decided to tag along...he said at first dat he wanted to do upper pec so i said ok just follow wad im going to do..well first instruction told him to warm up with flies den he say nooooo not "physical" enough for him...well...so he went on to do his more "physical" stuff dumbell press...5kg on each side @_@! den he did 15 reps n told me waaa so siong ar... o.O" ok...den he changed his mind n say he wanted to do decline bench for lower pec n doing empty bar for 3 sets...when i asked him to spot me in doing incline i asked him first if he knew how to spot n was going to explain to him when he insist no problem he know la...well first set he knock my left causing it to be unblanace den he steped off the assisting platform n left me there wif one side of the weight unbalanced n nearly crashin down on me... -.- he claimed he know how n being foolish of me i decided to try again n dis time he assisted by yanking the whole bar up on the first rep...diaos...i decided dat i had enough n end up ask felix to assist for one set n the rest asked the gym instuctor peter to help...screwed up my trainin cuz of dat but luckily the subsequent excercises n set managed quite ok...have been months since i did incline n must make it a habit to do so at least once a week...onli good thing was finally calf raise increase to 130kg of 6 reps in the last set for calves but now it hurts like !#$^&* even sitting down... =x
ahhh saw felix deadlift three plates today!!!good god dats 140kg!! if i can even do 100kg at end of dis year im happy liao...

Class pic minus ming wee,randall,allester n felix cuz he disapperared!!

Now am no longer marist liao so i guess its only looking onward n no more backwards for me...the future lies ahead but remains blurry...

Today is the last day of school and after today and next friday's lever ceremony would no longer be a marist no more...how fast it seems dat time flies and it seems onli like yesterday when i first entered maris stella high in primary one and without knowing the journey has finally came to an end after ten years...well i look forward to the unknown future out there dat lies awaiting but i would always rememebr the school dat i have came from n spent my years in...Ironically though on the last day of school i had to come late...two other marists were on the same bus as me but as i was seated inside n cant reach the bell i thought that they would press it...however it seems like they thought i was going to press n hence both didnt do anything until the bus went all da way to cedar bus stop...had to walk back from there and then it had to start raining...wad a way to start off the last day of school...spent time taking photos in class and signing ppl's photo too n den went off to hall where listened to the teachers talk till i fell asleep as usual...woke up n its recess but decided to just cut school short n skip the mass after that n head to gym...lost my shaker hence have to use another 8 gold just to get another one leaving me left wif onli 4 gold... T_T

Well i have also chance by tagboards that made me went by a few n look up to some tags made in the past n well i think its better if i leave everything that belong in the past where it is n do not comtemplate bout them anymore...i would rather not seek problems at this point of time n as the saying goes let bygone be bygone...so just look to the future n not back into the past...

O level in 11 days arghh...bio has much left to be crammed so i better go do some mass cram...future lies at stake although the future is as unsteady as always...

Today marks the third last day of school before i leave the school...after staying in the school for ten long years finally its time for me to move on n see the outside world...collected my name tag today but wear three more days den dun need liao so kinda useless to go make in the first place -.-"

Worrying kept me up dis morning when dunno for some unknown reason i woke up at four plus in da morning n counted fourteen days onli to the start of the o level practical...die liao so fast everything is coming n worse is on days there are two or more papers to be taken!!Have to do some massive speed cramming now before im dead man...

Life kinda stinks wif some unknown stranger using my name n tagging bloody nonsense everywhere...stupid twit...no life...den there is dis continuous making fun from felix they all about "WOW SO "BIG" n stuff like dat...i train u all also say...dont train u also say...so wth...i rather ppl say im small den to be sarcastic like dis n spread crap all over...its like saying wow u r so smart n ask u which is more 33 or 36 n u choose the first... -.-"

Pressure stress n everything is mounting up now n sometimes i wish i can just have more quiet times to just relax n unwind without having to worry bout so many stuff in life...but dats not possible now n guess like the onli chance im ever going to get it is when im finally overcame all the obstacles n problems dat im still facing...

Besely n the tai hong was going on about dis joke in maths class n it goes like dis:

Knock knock

Whos there?

Go F**k urself...


Guess like things have became so boring n lame dat even the jokes they r comming up wif r of such standard o.O" well of i go den to tuition n den study ba...

It has been a long time since i have last updated liao...com was down so cant realli blame me but at least now after so long my dad finally got a new cpu so finally can come online...well its better late than never i guess...hmmm not much realli to update but still shall try to fill in wad had happened throughout this period of time...


Prelims are finally over...well the results r like dis:
English:B4
Emaths:D7
Chinese:B3
Bio:B3
History:A1 :)
Combine science:D7
Combine Humanities: A1 :)
L1 R5: 19
CCA grade: A1

Well i was hoping for slightly better marks but i guess dis should suffice for the moment...as everyone can see im not much of a science or maths student but rather more of the humanities inclinded side so i hope to be able to take arts in JC...aiming to go to MJC but the captain of the softball team from TPJC had called a few of us to join them as he was my senior...if i go over to TPJC den i can go my first three months...but i rather go MJC n it might seem like wasting three months of non-working...arghh...got less than two weeks to consider n make up my mind...this is the first time i score distinctions in test n i would gotten two A1s n one A2 for bio but too bad i failed my prelim one den plus my prelim two i got 69...just one mark more!!!But never mind its the o level dat matters so im gonna pump in all i got to make sure i do my best in it n get to where i want to...n it also seems dat dis marks r considered quite okable so i guess i got no real reason to complain...to those who didnt do dat well during the prelims dont worri theres still the o level which is more important...those who did well keep it up n work hard too...


Next friday is the last day of school for me...den after the leavers ceremony on 14th i would officially no longer retain the title of being a marist...after ten long years of being in the school didnt think it will end so soon...always been complaining n grumbling bout the school but after being with it for so long i guess i kinda gotten some closeness with it n its gonna feel wierd leaving it too...well i hope dat wont lose contacts wif the rest of the ppl when we go our seperate ways after the o's n dat someday we would be able to just gatehr around n hang out ba...


It has been four months since i started training...well there are some slight progress but still...hmmm myren n felix dun have to say are growing bigger n bigger as usual n have reached some impressive size for 16 years old...im sure they are one of the biggest of 16 years old in singapore n dat aint a lie man...wish i can reach their current size by end of next year n dat will be good enough as a goal setting...for christmas dis year i wish to have back,forearms,chest like felix n quads,trepz,biceps like myren haha...wishful daydream i guess...have been hearing different stuffs bout my training some would tell me dat i have grown n have became bigger liao (not the felix,myren wei hao silly strong man nonsense dats just suaning me cuz i smaller than u all:( den u all make fun of me sia) but there r still the others like wad nick said dat day bout other than my arms grow bigger a lil not much diff...*ouch* but hey at least dat is constructive critisim n i can take it...shall work harder den n show some results hopefully by end of this year eh?may consider taking pictures to use as comparission for future use too...

Hmmm it has been a while since i last saw u n the last time i saw u was under some differant cirumstances...but after all dis time my feelings for u still haven changed a bit...did some reflections n maybe i was the one who had changed n caused the problems we had...im glad dat at least now there is the chance n possiblites once again for us to get together after the o's n this time im gonna make sure dat i wont make the same mistakes dat happened before...take things one step at a time ba n hopefully there will be results den...to cherish hope is the characteristics of man...its onli the difference in how much one dare to hope dat seperates one from the other...so i shall continue to hope on n look forward to a better tommorow where one day all might be achieved...