Just realised some things that has been happening n found out the reason n the results of them all...guess like im not the onli one changin along...others around me r doing the same so maybe they can understand me now too...ppl like felix haiz...ur decision has already came out long time ago...no matter wad u say i could already see it comming...u claim its not true but the answer has been in u for quite a while already...u just dun want to look deeper n find out the truth n face it...be it the fear of complications or fear of the unexpectancy u will have to make the choice by urself...no one can really do anything bout it...dun drag things on if possible is the best advice i can give...dun end up like a familiar situation when it boils down to having to wait for a long period of time n trust me...during that freakin period of time it will suck more than dieting or studying for exams...
Some of my other frens r more fortunate n r getting along wif their life so much better...one could almost say that i envy them for leading their carefree lifestyle dat dont have to worry so much about other ppl n wad is going on...
To meryl: hope i didnt play too much of a lampost again today as usual...but trust me it wasnt my idea to come up between u two...jz didnt tell me dat u were coming i swear!!until i ask him n found out myself den i realli didnt wanted to go n be xtra...yet jz made me go n although i gave so many excuses in the end he still drag me go... -.- real sorry den...just hope dat things between u two will get more smoothly n eventually get the desired results dat u seek for...jz can be sometimes a bit blur n dense at times so u will have to take more of the initiative if things are gonna work out...some lil advice to u dats all..
I find it a lil dumb to be giving ppl advice...y can i onli help others but when it comes down to myself i just cant seem to do anything right for myself or to give myself any good advice...i guess is that helping others is easier cause when u r not in it u can always take a step back n look on the larger picture compared to when u are being inside the situation urself n face the problem directly...Even so i guess dat i want to help others wif their problems is cause i hope dat through solving their problems i can find a better way for myself n use it to solve my own delima...however sometimes helping others doesnt help or count for nuts cause i had ppl calling me busybody n names like dat for just helping out a fren...i cant blame dem for doing so but dun worri if anyone whom im helping dun want my help just say it den...i will do nothing bout it from den on...the saying that good guys always come in last do fit in these sorts of senario though...
Still cant really figure out who that person who left those unpleasant messages on my tagboard is...whoever u r i just hoped u will stop it...dis is asking in a very nice way already...dun make things worse n when it gets ugly dun blame no one for not giving u the warning...
Its funny though last time when i first started to go to gym was very not use to the amount of pain n aches that will follow on wif after training...however now its the direct opposite...without feeling the pain or ache i will be a lil uncomfortable now cause body had grown so use to it already...last time used to just concentrate on finnishing the sets of excercise n call it a day but in the process of dis i found out that i tend to do a sloppy job which doesnt yield results...its time for a change to concentrate more on the quality of the sets than the quantity...yes i know dat there is no way for easy way out to getting bigger but wont it be great if there realli is...
-Dream away-