Damn it im in a angry mood now...came home after gyming n my grandma had to crap a whole lot on me...some dumb ass guy who know my dad came over to my house n wanted to collect some crap ass document thingy...i dun know wtf is he searching for so i told her i dunno n ask her to wait till my younger bro bathe finnish n ask him...told her dat like three times dat i dunno but she keep insisiting that im lazy n all but wth i dun even know wad the stuff is on so i blew it up n shouted back at her n now shes crapping even more...damn it came home and this sort of nonsense have to greet me in the face just like dat...y cant i come back into a home dat is more like a normal home??Parents dat have problem wif everything i do...everything i eat...everything i have...siblings that r just pissing me off most of the time...a grandmother that is too overprotective who dun understand me...isist really dat hard to havea normal family?!
Stupid chinese o lvl is comming even nearer n nearer...damn almost everything in the world now...pissed off at so many ppl..so many things...so many bullshit nonsenes dat is going on..life is so f**ked up around now...or izzit jus exam stress dat is driving me nuts??Felix n myren keep saying im like so small n all...wads the bloody use of saying that now??I cant help it that i was borned dat way damn it...now dat im doing something about it can u all just lay back on all the talk n help if u want to...i am doing my best now to get as best as i can but just because u all may have started off differantly u dun have to keep rubbing it in my face everytime...because im small dats y im training to become bigger n stronger...so dun just keep telling me things dat aint gonna help me dat is just pissing me off...
Im angry dat my mum now have this all new plan to take more of my pocket money to maintain the food dat im eating nowadays such as the milk n bread stuffs...wth like dis im gonna be so damn broke liao how to even survive??Isnt it the parents duty to give the child nutrition till the child grows up n i thought all parents want wads best for their child??If dat is the case den y cant they just provide me wif the food n nutrition dat i need so dat i can be at my best at least??Im not asking for too much just dun have to reduce my already limited allowance...
Y cant the world understand how is it like to be living the lifestyle of me...ppl who think they know me or INSIST they know it n im just stubborn r the ppl who really dunno me...dun be so fast to place a label or judge me...im not who u think i am...dun think im gonna be like da rest...