Ahh haven been blogging for so long due to chinese o level...finally its over...studied my pants off for this stupid thing n den have to screw up by forgetting two of the words that are tested...wad a bummer...did my paper today n was very very tired during the exam...slept for onli like how many hours for the past two days...cant sleep wif all the words running about in my head...damn it i hate my sis she is a bitch man...she ate my chocolates,drank my nutrisoy when i specifically told everyone NOT to touch my food n stuffs...ruin up my protein intake for a few days as i have to readjust n buy back my stuff...dis is a very bad time to do so especially when my protein had finnished like for one week ago n now im in serious need of it...bloody cow...hate her man...gonna find a way to screw up her things one way or another...
Been selected to be a leader for the cohort seven camp weeee!!!my initital partner was suppose to be hui yu but she cant make it n den it changed to xiao jun now...both of us r now the official group leaders of group 3 ( i choose group three cause i was also previously from group three :D ) met the group memebers on friday although when reach nacli(the camp site) there might be changes cause the group memebers aint finallise yet...we had ice breaker on friday n we played games like whacko,broken telephone n sang songs dance n basically had a lot of fun...the bad thing to it though...i split my jeans on friday during the activities n dunno when...wa so malu lor...it was onli when debrief time den i found out den like wth...jeez...
Went gym today after the paper to do chest n biceps...yay chest finally the stupid bench press can do until at least 12.5 on each side...yes it may seem little especially when compared to felix n myren they all who r like doing 20 on each side but hey there has been an improvement n im gonna work harder on it...however when it comes to the dumbell press dunno y do at katong like better than doing at kallang as can do heavier,more steady,n form better...maybe its the squarish shape of the weights at katong that makes it very nice for me to use ba...next time do chest will stick to katong den...biceps today did onli three excercise cause didnt realli have much energy left to continue on the rest...damn stupid right arm can curl 10kg but when it comes to the left arm...arghh hate my freakin unbalanced weak left arm...damn it...this sux i can do more than wee hao n yet he is like bigger than me...wth so unfair...or izzit because i didnt take enough protein or food to grow so no matter how much i train still not good enough??shall go n ponder over dat then...
WAS feeling quite well during the after noon maybe its because of randall's bombay saphire (47% alcohol) drank two shots of it after the paper thus maybe got a lil light headed but hey its a good feeling =) den i have to get played out while i was talking on the phone...somehow dunno y the opposite party just hang up on me after talking for a while just like dat out of the blue...i called back n was rejected this time...wth...never mind den if dis is the way its gonna be so be it dun want to talk can just say rite?Sigh like wad the heck its not like im gonna be gettin anything out after waiting on so its like...i dunno...always i try but not good enough...its just not right...always im giving in...trying so hard to improve but for some reason it never is good enough...forget it dun feel like bloggin anymore...have a stupid splitting headache dat has been wif me for almost a week...damn it...hurts like shit wif the hammering at the back of my head...think i go take a nap n catch up on my sleep time n let time heal wad is left of my already broken heart...zonk out....