Big sighs + small sighs...how to solve something that seems to have no solution to it...solution cannot be found cause there is nothin dat i can do...i was always ready for it...but not in this way...my idea of how things are going...was not like dis...cant say its anyone's fault so i guess its just either the way of life or fate just playing wif me...doing nothing at this time will not help in anyway yet there aint nothin i can do so how to get out of spot?? Advice from others are no help to me...some say do nothin while others just tell me to give it up n accept the fact...how can i give up something dat wasnt there??...if i am to give up y was i even given the hope at the starting to carry on my stupid dillusions...
Keep being told by many ppl on train still no result then train for wad...is it really the truth??Am i really unable to achieve anything i want even though i work hard for it??Must i really lose out in everything i set my mind on doing??...I know i cant be as good as u ppl out there who dont have my problems n everything just goes well for u all...but so wad if im differant??Cant u just let me train without ur put downs??U ppl might be better than me for now...but when i train n get my results we shall see then...This is the last time im believeing in hard work pays off...im placing everything i got onto gym training den...the saying that u reap the results that u sow...time to put it to the test...If it still fails me den i realli dunno wad to do liao...let this be my last time i place my faith in anymore thing den...with the starting of intake of supplements now...i hope my faith can be restored back by gettting results...
Prelims have already started...english paper one went by just like dat but didnt realli feel anything for it...how can i concentrate on my studies wif all my problems bothering me??My troubles are like a heavy burden bringing me down...when can i be free from them i wonder??....
Prelims have already started but how can i do my studies when my problems are weighing me down till i keep losing my concentration...