Arghh dunno wads wrong wif me lately...have become very emotional n wierd recently...everyone is experiencing some bad luck wif stuffs that went wrong n all..(maybe other than ja that lucky boi.. ;p)looking around me i see frens that have problems wif their lifes n relationship dunno y but all this happened on after another !_! wierd man...i wonder if my whole class r soon gonna all be caught up in it judging by the way the problems spread one after another at such a fast rate..today this person two days later another one also...stuffs like dis r so gay man screwing up ppl lives...wad is wrong wif the world or izzit just me ?_?
went out wif amanda,allester,besely,randall n nick to watch white noise...before the show early morning went to kallang for training although didnt realli felt like training...just when i was half way walking from the tennis court to the training ground it started to rain like hell...geez wad a super bad timeing crapped up when ur out in the open halfway in between the training ground n shelther...i dashed all da way to the training ground which is like 300m away n got myself all wet... -.- man i was wishing it would rain n training be cancelled but not rain when i was walking in the open sia...CHio bu y called me then i tell him training was cancelled due to the rain then he ask wanna go PS eat breakfast so i was like anything then..met him at the bustop after running out there n getting myself wet again a lil stupid come to think of it but nvm...ks was wif me too then we went to mac to eat then me n jy wanted to go paradigm play pool but ks dont want so he went home...when we reached paradigm found out that it opens at eleven n it was onli ten at the time so decieded to go home in the end..
Reached home slack a lil waste a lil more time then bathe n get ready to meet the rest to watch movie...met amanda at mrt then sit all the way to dobby ghaut (not sure is it spelled like dis :P) of all luck MET JA AT PS!!!! OMG EVERY SAT GO OUT Y KEEP SEEING HIM!!!!! jeesh i was sure i will recieve my normal dose of bad luck after seeing him again like the previous sat also hiaz...we went to fish n co to find the rest then found out allester was late tsk tsk...ah ter ah ter make all wait for u eh...went up to paradigm to see if got table but sadly so unlucky wif ja around the whole place booked solid...then me n amanda followed him all da way to cinneleisure so that he can see his gf there a lil dumb but ya we got time to waste anyway so went there then went back to fish n co after he talked to his gf for a while...on da way back nick called then say no more seats for the four twenty five show @.@ ahhh i knew it seeing ja will bring me bad luck on saturdays...must carry lucky charms the next time i go out on saturday n pray that i dun see him anymore =p met up wif the rest n decieded to watch the six plus show...we then walked about wasting time for like 2hours sia n went to arcade to play a lil...amanda was a lil sad after some incident thingy then tried to make her feel better but dunno how lei so just let her win the daytona thing lor :P (see i let u one hehe =P) after that had some major problem wif the sitting thingy n ended up wif one side four ppl the other two...stupid randall never go n check properly before getting the tickets...ended up him n allester the two while the rest of us sit together...
Oh man sitting next to amanda was a bad choice man the everyone didnt find the show that scary n all but thanks to her fears n all i kena infected as well n was tensed throughout the whole show bleahz...my fingers hurt from clenching them so tight thats the extent of how tensed...but lookin at the way amanda watch the show was pretty funny too she covered her face wif her hand then peek through the cracks to watch the show whenever show the scary part...felt damn foolish when the rest of the guys all claimed the show was not scary then i was the onli one who kena...wa piangz next time watch horror shows must choose the rite ppl liao or not fun one...after the show went walking n cause amanda say she dun wanna go home all of us minus allester who went home by his dad car walked again from PS to hereen...halfway there felt stupid n turned back n headed to summerset mrt to go home..randall n nick went off in cab good lor never give ride sia then me besely n amanda sit mrt...besley was doing this wierd thingy rubbing his ezlink card n praying that i will work @_@!! a lil wierd also man...caught the train after we went down at the last moment before the door closed phew...then went home through train all da way...
talk to a person through sms n found out that some jerk was bothering her...after hearing bout the jerk felt angry n pissed but wonder do i have the right to be?...felt quite upset when my feelings was doubted but nvm everything just sort of went back to normal...sometimes i realli realli wished that in life the right choice will just be layed out to u n all u need to do is to follow it n not wonder if wad u did was wrong...have i been wrong im not sure...but i wont know until the result is out...till then can onli keep on praying hopeing n may god have pity on lil poor me n just give me the strength to carry on wif life...i have been felling differant not moody..not depressed..but just this wierd feeling...dun like the feeling...in fact hate the feelin...felt like im being judged or something...teachers judged my behaviour n studies n some say im a good boy while others say im just a bad boy n totally just diss me...not performing well in sports softball was crappy basketball lousy felt that there was not much that i am realli good in come to think of it so now searching for wad im good in for without something that ur good in life is quite empty...have i changed?? i believe i did but for the good or worse im not sure of it myself..life still goes on for me...it always have n will shall do so still...